( It's a little TMI )

What really bugs me about this situation is today he emails me and is all, like, "I had a good time. Hope you're feeling alright." and then he's blown away when I tell him I'm sore (as expected) and upset. He asks why I'm upset. And I want to stick a knife in his jugular. He has the benefit of not having to deal with the pain, of ignoring the squealing, ignoring the way I was bleeding, ignoring that I wouldn't let him touch me afterwards and got dressed slowly, because of the pain, and went home. None of that, none of it, gave him the clue that I would be upset. Because he was getting off.

Asshole.